sritual warfare

So, I went to leave last night for a women's retreat that I had been looking forward too for a month and on the way there I stopped at Quizno's and got a sandwich and chips. When I got to the retreat place I ate my dinner and 15 min. Later my stomach started to hurt. At about 7:30-9:30 I spent in the bathroom throwing up and then dry heaving until all there was was bile. It was awful, so I had to call Brad for him to come get me and a friend stayed at the house for the kids. I dry heaved all the way home and then layed down on the arm chair with my heating pad on my stomach and slept until 3:30 then went upstairs and slept until 7:30am, and now my husband is going to take me back to the retreat because I feel much better. But, I know for a fact that was the Devil because all week long I've been saying how I need a break and I couldn't wait and he did not want me there last night. That is okay because he didn't win, I'm going back and I'm only eating toast!!
Emily

frustrated

I was so frustrated yesterday with Brad. It was the first da in a long time that he was home the whole day for us to spend it as a family and he said that he didn't feel well. So, when we got up from nap time he got on the computer and wanted to try to fix the email which could take for ever and I got upset and then he just wanted to "try" something for a half and hour. So, then he stopped but only because I stated crying, I thought "I don't feel well alot but I still have to do everything for the kis, so you can help". So, anyway it was frustrating and upseting, but we apologized to each other last night so that was good. Anyone else ever felt this way and how do you deal with it?

what a week

My husband has had to work late all this week, and today is Saturday and he has to work today. I try my hardest to be supportive, because I know the last thing he needs is me telling him that the kids miss him and want to see him and that he needs to get home right now!! Although last night I wanted to call him and tell him that hthe baby has been crying all afternoon because he is cutting teeth and that the kids have been fighting over ever toy that they own. But, I didn't I waited for him to call me to tell me he was on his way. I told him when he got home about the fighting and crying, and I said "I almost took one of them upstairs to let them play and keep the other one downstairs so that they wouldn't fight" and he said "you didn't did you", I siad "of course not, but I wanted to"....
Emily

Bad mood

Man did i wake up in a bad mood. Alex woke up at 4:20 wanting milk, I gave it too him and he won't go back to sleep. Then it woke up Katelyn who is in there talking and not trying to be quiet. Today is the day that I'm giong to have new people over to my house, because I'm trying to start a mom's group. So, I would have liked for the kids to have slept but it seems like it always goes like that. When you want them to sleep they don't and when it doesn't matter they sleep. Also, Brad is just laying in bed not helping at all and that always gets to me. I think the whole thing that set off my mood was that Brad was over an hour late coming home from work last night, and he didn't call to say that he was stuck or anything. That always makes me feel last on his priority list, and I'm pretty sure what is happening is he is trying to get out of there as fast as possible and jsut doesn't have time to call.
Emily